Gender denial

It’s a girl !!!! What?! I was in shock. Read up on gender disappointment and I am feeling it now.

This is my rainbow baby. Early this year (2.14.20) I had a miscarriage and the baby was a boy. I always thought this would be my baby coming back to me. I have so many dreams for years and visions of a baby boy following me. During hard times i would see a bright green orb (aura) floating around the room.

I’ve made another appointment to make sure the baby is really a girl. I’m excited for a goddess just scared because of my own trauma with my mother and the hardships ladies go through in this system. Gender roles and stereotypes are out the window I want my daughter to have the same confidence and drive and love as any man or boy feels. I’m VENTING!!!!!! Please spare me any rude or obvious comments/opinions. I need emotional support.

Do you think I’m in denial for wanting to see if the baby gender is correct? I go back Monday to make sure. I am

19 weeks pregnant tomorrow.

My partner is happy and I can tell he can’t wait to have a little daddy’s girl. He rubbed my back and shed a tear with me as I cried 5:00am for my son that is not here. I will be honest I am

Attached to my son that I lost early this year. I don’t want to deny my daughter!I’m a little jealous omg cant believe I’m

Saying that! My mom

Made so many mistakes that I said I would never do to my daughter and now here I am denying the fact she could indeed be a girl. I’m crying and excited at the same

Time. I’m a Gemini I feel both sides of everything.

Emotional support needed and any moms that are having girls or have daughters please juice me up and get me excited tell me all the deep loving bonds you have with your daughters.

My mom and I are oil and water. I love her dearly but she just never knew how to lovely and never tried