Pregnant and need prayers

Beth
So I'm 25 weeks I have early signs of preeclampsia again! My first born was at 34 weeks we are told he may come in as little as 5 weeks... :( he wants to ideally keep him in for 12 weeks to get me to 37 weeks we hope.. 
Baby boy mommy can't wait to meet you prince! But you gotta stay in there for mommy!
I'm so scared he will be a nicu baby like my princess..
I'm in bed rest lots of water! 
Not too stressed and doing the dr visits as told! And see a high risk every 3 weeks!
I am praying hard my BP stays low so far it's 165/89 and staying there or 139/84 :( 
My worst one was 189/97 my head was in pain!!
Good luck ladies I am to the ending I hope not to soon and some have started for you plus size mommies first timers.. 
WARNING!!!
Please eat well! No soda bed rest don't stress!!
As a plus size women who didn't plan baby #2... This isn't easy!
I pray you new mommies a great delivery and happy babies and to those not yet pregnant..
You got this!
It's all in gods timing it will happen!!! Don't lose faith!
Guess let's see how 5weeks go I'm scared but with god my Drs and husband I will be okay... I do hope :/