Issues getting excited for my twin boys’ arrival

Haley • 👧🏻 7/17/18 👼🏻 6/30/20 🤰🏻(twins) 4/6/21

I’m 26 weeks and having a hard time getting excited for them to arrive due to marital issues between me and my husband. One of the issues being me not being a great parent to my 2.5 yo daughter.

I’m worried I’m going to be a bad parent to 3 kids now. I’m really just so discouraged. Am I the only one?