squirting or peeing!!!

so im freaking out. recently ive started masturbating with sex toys and though i dont know if i have truly had an orgasm, when im having a lot of clit action and really get into it, i kind of release and a lot of fluid comes out. yesterday it was kind of a little but i feel like today was a lot!! this happens like three times each session. basically im really worried its pee. so the substance doesnt smell like pee, is maybe a little more slippery, but its clear. my urine is also clear cause i drink a ton of water. and doesnt have a strong smell but if i actually stick my nose in it i can smell it. so i was trying to talk myself down like obvs thats just squirt, but after i finished i went to the bathroom and couldnt pee. (sometimes its hard after but it was like my bladder was empty) i waited for a bit and peed a tiny amount after like 30 seconds. now i mightve (dont remember) peed before my session, which only lasted probably like 30 minutes, but idk im just so worried its pee and that my bladder was empty cause i pissed all over the fucking bed!!!!! im a very anxious person if that wasn’t obvious. please help!!!