PostPartum Rant

my boyfriend & i chose to break up after 7 years . we broke up 2 months before baby was born . our relationship has always been rocky & we were just tired of trying .

now literally everything he does with the baby is irritating me . like we’re both first time parents but he literally won’t let the baby sleep . keeps waking him up every hour just to walk around with him to put him back to sleep . literally is changing him every 30 minutes & the baby hasn’t even used the bathroom . he was approved for 6 weeks off work . so he is literally sleeping all day & then is up all night . he is waking the baby up & keeping him up all night also . i’m still working because i work from home so i didn’t see a reason in taking time off . but this is literally irritating me .

he still lives with me but everyday i want to kick him out for these reasons plus more . i know if i kick him out though he’s going to go back home & home for him is 2300 miles away from where i live (other side of the state) & i know he won’t see his son as often if he moves cause we’re not in driving distance & we can’t keep taking time off work to catch flights cause that adds up too .

am i overreacting !? am i being a BITCH !? HELP !