Hey so I lost my Nan on the 9th of December and she was like my best friend and she also became like another mum to me after I lost mine 3 years ago and then lost my partners dad that same year so it was rough I’ve always been close to her so not feeling like I can grieve is hurting me we have had the funeral and everything was done before Christmas as she said if she went before Christmas still have one for Scarlett who’s my 4 year old daughter so that was hard telling her Nan was now in the stars I guess I’m writing this to let my emotions out but if anyone has any advice on how to help I’d appreciate it with having anxiety and depression anyway it’s even harder then I thought but I’m okay

Thank you to who reads and happy new year❤️