First off I don't know where we went wrong

Maybe, I'm too verbal

Everything I can think of that I want to bring up I do

Ten years later, I can't even get a conversation

I ask, what's wrong, he states nothing

I try to ask if we can talk about out relationship and how could we make it better

Says there isn't anything to talk about, he doesn't want to argue

I tell him I'm not trying to argue just would like to see where your head is at

I get ignored and he continues to watch sports, play video games

I try to spend time with him, he gets up and goes in the living room or goes to sleep

I feel very alone, left out, he doesn't seem to care

I don't have any friends so I when I see him with family or friends and he gives them hours of his time and I get less than 30 minutes or less

It hurts, we got into an argument before he called me a boring mf

The thought of it keeps replaying in my head. I've wouldn't want to be with someone who thinks I'm boring, he has never proposed, or at this point I think marriage is out of the question. I don't know where to turn too, when a friend or family member needs him. He's on his way no problem. The moment I want to do something, unfortunately the car is going through problems. We cant. He doesn't text me or call me anymore. He says "I don't write him anymore" but the thing is ......Why bother, the phone will go str8 to voicemail, or it's almost dead. We have a phone charger and others. No excuses. New Years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>, I wanted to cry. I wanted to spend time with him. He ordered food for us too, he picked it up. His mom took him, because our car is still having issues. Once, he got back, I noticed it was just my food. I asked him, where is your food? He stated, I ate it on the ride home, cause it would have gotten cold. Like wtf, we couldn't spend 2 hours together. Anywho, he left around 9pm with his mom, went to the casino, brought himself some food back. Everytime, I question him about his actions. It's .....get off my back, let it go, stop. I don't know what to do. Smh, me being concerned is a problem. I give him a little too much freedom, I give him his space, pretty much let him go as he pleased. Because men, need some space too. I blame myself at times, because I feel like I've been too loose about him hanging out. He uses it against me, like I understand your with family but from 3pm-6am in the morning, he says well I be with family. He has soooo much energy, with everybody else and with me, it's dead. Hell I'm bored too. Lol any suggestions ladies.....Also, me personally, I don't have any alone time, to myself. I'm a stay a home mom of 3, ages 10, 9 and 2. I brought that up too, that I need some space too. He says u do, when u eat or snacking on junk food, when your on the tablet and such. Ladies, I can hardly take bath cause I'm worried about with the kids are getting off into. I cook breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday type of mom and very hands on with my kids, lol I'm so involved in my kids everyday lives that virtually the teachers want me to let the kiddos be independent lol. I can't help myself, I Eat, breathe and live for mines. He's not at the house right, now! In fact, he didn't even let me know he left. I've getting use to it. Starting to go numb about my feelings towards him, it's a repeated pattern. I use to be like....bye bae, just let me know when u get there and call me to let me know u made it safely. Now, it's just whatever ......I use to wait up for text messages and be up all night waiting on him to call or text....no I just say a prayer or stay up until I fall asleep. It's literally 6ft apart in the bed, no more cuddling, no more quality time. We use to bathe together it's all just vanished. The only time we get together is for sex. I hardly, give him the draws (gtd)

Like yall honestly, it's only 2 or 3x's out of the month. Because I don't want to get pregnant and because I've personally can't get a conservation out of you....but u can make noises doing sex and talk to me then.....lol its the vibe for me lol