Im 5'3" and 280 pounds. Idk how it got this bad. I never thought id be here. My self esteem is in the toilet. I just want to feel pretty and proud to be myself. I hide a lot, like i dont go out because i dont want anyone to see how i look. I always see people who weigh less and think they are so much prettier. I never judge other fat people just myself. I want to be attractive.

Ive decided to eat better, drink more water, and exercise more. 2021 is my year to love myself.