Still born -a poem for my son

The Sun hasn't stopped shining ,

the stars still sparkle at night ,

a New Year has dawned,

people have moved on since you left for Home .

Life goes on I know and I shall have to get on too.

But NOt today, Today I want to cry

and laugh and smile as I look at the photo of your lifeless body ,

and the many what might have beens ,

I want to sing and weep as I think of the day we shall meet again ,

I want to feel the gut wreching sorrow again

that came with the knowledge that at least this side if heaven ,

I will never get to look into your eyes.

Tommorow , well , tommorow is another day .