So... I have been single now for six months now. Being single after a marriage was hard at first. It took alot of therapy and alot of strength and to get through. Not I'm wholeheartedly happy with being by myself.

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But there aren't times where I do get lonely. Now I don't think about my ex spouse. But I think about someone else.

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This guy doesn't know me and sometimes I think that he is out of my league. He is very handsome and older than me. 46 to be exact. I'm 29 going on 30 in five months. He is an actor, Comedian, Writer and his name and credentials rings bells. Though I will not say his name. He lives in the same borrough as me and we're literally close but he doesn't know me and I don't know him personally. (I watched him on telivision)

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Anyways I have been speaking it into existence that one day me and him will go on a date and kick off a spark.

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I pray that it happens.

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Happy New Year.