Manifestation

Hey so how do y’all feel about manifesting ?

Lately I came to the conclusion to stop playing mind games with myself. Every since a year and a half ago I found out my tubes were blocked it was the worst ducking news ever. I became obsessed with buying natural products to unblock them and then cold turkey gave up. Recently I’ve been going back to drinking the tea I bought but I haventhad the motivation because some where in my mind tells me it’s not going to unblock them and that I may need IVF. But I ready into tubal scraping ( not the right term for it ) but basically a laparoscopy I think lol.

And I really wanna see if I can try that first. I neevr told my dude about this because I’m low key embarrassed which I shouldn’t b. He fully supports me in everything. But yeah should I keep manifesting , taking my supplements and go back to having normal OBGYN appointments so they can help me figure out what’s the next step ? I really wanted to start planning a baby JUNE/JULY 2020.. I’m already nervous cause it’s been 17 days and no period only mild cramping and I think it’s because I was on the pill for almost two months and stopped because I didn’t like the in between bleeding. Idk you guys. Help me out ??