I'm done with birthdays 😞

I just have to say... birthdays as an adult have been down right depressing for me. I'm married and love my husband but he in all honesty sucks at bdays. It was 1/18...he didn't say happy birthday once..he mentioned that today was special to me to our one year old because I was turning 25. He worked all day, never made a cake or anything (he says he's going to tomorrow)...never got me even a card or note. It's just hard when you grow up and work hard to make things special for others only to be felt so lonely on your day...

Our bank account has reached zero so I didn't even want any items..just to be loved.

The heat went out at our rental home so I took our baby and am staying the night somewhere else alone.

It's just been rough and I told my family I had a good day so they wouldn't worry but honestly I just want to cry....I'm 28 weeks pregnant and hormonal and sad tonight 😭😭😭😭