!HELP!

Alli

Hey guys! I’ve been with my husband for two years. I have two sons to a previous relationship. My husband has been wanting a baby for a bit over a year I’d say. I keep going back and fourth. I want another baby, though i keep find myself saying “it’s the wrong time” and what if something would happen between us, i don’t want to be in the same boat as i am with my boys. I find myself one month, hard core trying, then the next month scared to death if i end up pregnant. Is anyone else in the middle? Is it normal to be scared after one failed relationship? Is there ever a “good time”?