Another month bites the dust

I’m so used to being disappointed I don’t even bother to get excited anymore. I used to be the girl buying an absurd amount of tests every month. Testing as early as possible. I would get obsessed with every little feeling my body got. But it’s always negative. And this month before I could even start to question it I get my period 2 days early 😭 which never happens. My period has always been ridiculously on time. Oh well tho. On to the next month. 🥲