Deep thoughts

Sometimes you never know how much you're actually hurting until you take a look in the mirror one-day and don't recognize the person staring back at you. You notice the excessive amount of weight you've gained. The sadden eyes you gained,the look of defeat you've obtained. You realize that all the emotions you've ever had never quite went away but you became numb to you you started to feed the numbness with food,fears, sleep no longer shading tears rather crying within to be noticed,to be appreciated,to feel accepted wondering if anyone even cares enough.do they see the silence that you've become. Noticing how others are so wrapped in there lives to even bother to notice you're no longer present until they need you then you're the bad person for not being there as you should,your the bad one for being silent when they need you to speak. everything falls on you because you've always been the one to notice when others needed someone just to help them overcome every trying obstacle that they ran in to in their life, but no one ever appreciates you,notice you,thinks you need a hug or someone to sit silently with you because what's understood doesn't need to be said. I guess it's how lonelyness comes about and why some never ask for help. It seems as people really don't care. We should really stop and really take the time out to notice if people need help. Social Media and phones can wait a life is way more important because you never know when someone will be gone. What's the last thing you'll be able to remember.make sure you don't live with I should of or what ifs,I wish I would've seen the signs,why didn't I see. Life's to short let's start being the person we expect/want others to be. Sorry I just have things on my mind. Have a blessed day!