Mean pregnant lady 😭

Why am i so mean to my partner 😭😭 i feel soooo bad because he just caters to me while im chewing his head off about nothing 😭🤦🏽‍♀️ He works late and last night he came in all sweet giving me kisses but i was sleepy and cranky because taco bell closed before he could get to it so i was just angry and pushing him away ☹️ Now he’s sleeping all peacefully and im just like wow im horrible, he’s so innocent and sweet to me. How do I control these crazy hormones?? Btw im 9 weeks 4 days. On my 2nd pregnancy, my last one ended in MC 🌈