Soon to be 18 and I’ve always been confused about my sexuality since I was younger. Back in the day I would play games like house or manhunt which would always end up turning sexual. I even had sleepovers with my friend who was a girl and we would kiss and touch each other. I enjoyed it ALOT! However when people asked me if I liked girls I denied it, and after a while I lost feelings for girls.

But once I started to become in touch with my body, I realized that I get wetter when I watch black women. I like boys and never had sex with one so I recently decided on losing my virginity. I wanna start having sex relations and become adventurous with my sexuality. Like having sex boys, girls, trans, threesomes/foursomes, bdsm. I’m open-minded person and would like to experience all of that but I don’t have anyone around to do it with or anyone to talk to about this. What should I do? Or Just wait until I go to college in the fall?