IVF TWW

I honestly thought the IVF TWW would be easier since the success rate is so much higher vs a natural cycle (maybe I could just relax and enjoy knowing it is more likely to work out than not).  I'm going CRAZY. Normally I would focus on exercise, drink a glass of wine, walk the dogs but I have only been cleared for a short walk and am not suppose to lift over 15 lbs. 9 days left until BETA...