So after a traumatic year last year I new this was going to be my year I had hopes to getting my dream job which I start on the 1st of feb but I just found out I am pregnant. I’ve lost two to a previous marriage and this was just a fun friendly fling with a guy that I’ve only known for just over a month. But I’m now 6 weeks and 4 days pregnant. I lost my last two due to an incompetent cervix I’m not scared about the pregnancy I have amazing support from my family. The guy doesn’t want me to have it but I feel if I choose the option to get rid of it I will regret that for the rest of my life. All I’ve ever wanted was to become a mum and this could be last chance. I have a lot of mixed emotions but I’m calm sort of happy and sort of sad at the same time. I’m so confused.