My fertile window starts tomorrow!

MandaPanda
Been down in the dumps.... Been ttc since March after I had mirena for 5 years... AF is supposed to come 12/18 but I'm hoping not this time... I just need some encouragement my hubby thinks I'm crazy comparing us to everyone else. I told him I was really upset that my niece is 2 days away from finding out if her first round of clomid worked. And that if our other friends find out they're pregnant before me that I'll just lose it! He told me it's not a competition! I just kinda brushed it off and told him that he just doesn't understand cuz he's not the woman.