I just need someone right now

I feel like in this app i can vent and talk about anything even if some people judge-me. I have no one to talk about how do I feel. My husband doesn’t want to talk to me for no reason. I asked him why is he acting distant with me and he said he is acting normal, but he just want to talk when he wants to talk not when i tried to make a conversation with him. I’m

Just tired of trying to understand him. I feel stupid sometimes. While I’m writing this I’m crying because before he went to sleep I asked him what’s going on and he said he was tired but he was on his phone reading the news. I can’t talk to anyone about how do i feel because they will criticize me or judge me. Sometimes i just want to go and never come back even if dont have anywhere to go. I feel horrible 😣 and sad.