Cheer me up? 😔😔

I'm feeling so defeated today. I found out I'm not pregnant today (after 4.5 years of infertility). I sat on the toilet for half an hour this morning bawling. I have been laying in bed since then (5hrs 😕) just watching trash tv and snuggling my fur babies. I did bring myself to go across the street and grab a coffee a little bit ago, but now I'm back in bed.

I don't know why, but it's hitting me extra hard this time. I was dumb enough to feel a little ounce of hope this round. I should know better by now.

I could use some cheering up and my husband won't be home from work for another 5 hrs. I don't really have anyone else I can talk to.

Tell me a story. Post happy pictures. Tell me something good going on in your life. Anything.