I don’t know if I fully believe I’m actually pregnant. I’m 10 weeks 4 days so according to my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">pregnancy calendar</a> I’m 1/4 of the way there (makes sense lol). But I don’t know I just don’t know if believe it yet. Like I know I am... I’ve had at 2 positive home pregnancy tests. Another urine test done at the doctors and blood tests to verify hcg and progesterone levels. I’ve even already had an ultrasound so I’ve seen baby and saw baby’s heartbeat. I haven’t had my first appointment with OB or heard babies heart beat yet. Idk what or when it’s going to click that yup I am pregnant. I’m even sporting a slight bump already (it’s my 3rd pregnancy). I look down and think maybe I’m just gaining weight and the nausea, fatigue, and all other symptoms are just being made up in my mind? Anyone else feeling anything like this? Or am I just crazy? Because I feel a little crazy.

I guess I am more nervous than anything, and just wishing baby is ok and continues ok and this pregnancy goes well. So stressed!