Looking for cycle buddy

Natahlie
AF due 11/30. It will be going on 15 ttc #2 this upcoming month . We had a MC this past may at 5 weeks , it broke our hearts . Took at test today and got a BFN. I'm so tired of being heart broken . We just found out that my husband has a low sperm count . Retesting in feb/march with his sperm count which will determine if we need to go go the fertility specialist. I suppose to start my first cycle of clomid this month . Hubby said go ahead and take them , I figured it won't hurt anything. I just pray our time is coming.