Just wondering if any woman on here went through PPROM before?

I just had a traumatic experience and (as bad as it sounds) I just feel like I physician in my metro area has tried to help me stay pregnant... they always do the general OB appointments.

Just a little story,

15 wks 3 days pregnant

Monday Jan 25 3:40 am my waters had broke after calling the doctor the day prior stating that I felt a “ball like protruding from my vaginal canal” she said to basically push it back up and if I still have a problem to come in the clinic to be seen. Never made it went to the emergency room where they transferred me saying my water had completely ruptured and baby could generate its own waters again (gave me a little hope) had an appointment to see a Fetal Maternal doctor that following Wednesday so I made it to the ultrasound and doctors safely. Then this is where the bad news came in the ultrasound tech said it was hard to navigate through the ultrasound because there was no waters following the physician coming in stating that my baby would basically have no chance at survival. I then get taken back because now (just so happen to be in the same ultrasound room as my first one when I was told my baby had no chance) I just got lost for words..... they gave me two options either to induce labor or try to see if baby can make it to 22 weeks to get better treatment for survival rate... i quickly told her my baby has a heartbeat still I want her to make it of course I will try to stick it out for 6 weeks being closely monitored. Thursday came along and I was on bed rest but when I went to the bathroom i found some green specs on my toilet tissue (could of been an infection) went to L&D and they said it was nothing the best thing they could think of was baby using the bathroom. Was sent home. I did have another appointment that following Friday to come up with my plan of care either to be induce or to try to keep baby in until 22 weeks... I had a speculum exam and the nurse practitioner said that she said baby foot hanging out I got rushed up to L&D again doctor took a look and said I don’t see a foot but we are going to admit you to watch what happens... Saturday morning came I went to the bathroom and I felt a prolapsing again but I didn’t have a good feeling about it... called doctor they took a look and baby was in the birth canal breeched. My chances was then gone once she was in the canal there was no saving her... I pushed and had got a medication that was dilation and baby safely came out my only hope my dream girl my everything was just gone like that other then doctors just encouraging that she is not going to make it I feel helpless my 4th pregnancy my dreams of becoming a mother is just not going to come true. 🥺

I raised my boyfriends kids and help raised others too but at some point you get tired of raising other peoples kids and want to raise your own.

This is my story just wondered if anyone could of went through this before and have a story or not. Just some encourage words because I feel helpless, hopeless, and less like a women... 😔