So I’ve never had a orgasm although I try I just can’t seem to get there I mean I dry hump my pillow and have these little things that feel like a mini orgasm but this morning I was kinda the state where your half asleep and I honestly can’t even remember what I was dreaming about but obviously it was somewhat sexy cause it felt like really good it was a lot more Intense than anything I’ve felt before but then I woke up. I also just have this weird fear of putting anything inside of me I can’t use tampons I mean god knows how many times I’ve tried and I’ve tried fingering my self but I just can’t do it and I’m kind of frustrated I’m a 18 year old virgin who’s never had a orgasm is there anyway I can have a orgasm with out any penetration.