Different desires with TTC

Michelle

My boyfriend and I had a chemical pregnancy in July 2020. We weren’t trying at the time. Now he wants to wait to try to conceive until we own a home, which he keeps saying will be around 5 years from now given our current financial planning and the type of home we want. I’m 25 and all I’ve ever wanted was a family of my own. I just don’t know how to feel. I want a baby like yesterday but he’s willing to wait 5 years. 😢