I feel like a total POS because I haven’t let myself enjoy my pregnancy yet. I’m 13 weeks and 3 days and I just cannot overcome the constant anxiety. I had a MC in September and a chemical directly after in October. I’m worried about everything constantly. Every cramp, everytime I go to the bathroom, everything I eat and drink, how I’m laying down I’m worried something is wrong or going to go wrong. I do get relief seeing the baby at my appointments and our dr is amazing. I just constantly feel like something is wrong or there won’t be a heartbeat at the next appointment just because its happened before. I feel so guilty that I’ve let this anxiety worry me so much that I haven’t really gotten to be happy.

I’m having pretty rough anxiety about everything lately but just wondering what everyone else experienced and when it got better. I’m so exhausted of the worrying.