Admitting I’m scared....

Vanessa🌻🏳️‍🌈🇱🇷

Is it crazy for me to admit that as much as I want kids, I’m so freaking scared! Motherhood is so scary to me.

I’m scared about pregnancy, we’ve had two losses so I think that makes the pregnancy part scary....

I keep thinking, what if I can’t do it? What if God blesses me with this beautiful child or children and I can’t do it?

What if I fail at motherhood?

Do any of you ever have or had worries like this?