I feel heartbroken 💔

Lying in bed beside my boyfriend and I look over and he’s on google on some website I’m not sure what it was but it was full of women in underwear etc! I just feel so worthless I told him to leave! I feel so ugly and heartbroken 💔😢 he said he just likes to look I can’t even believe this has just happend and I don’t know who to speak to.. I feel so embarrassed 😭