So much kicking at 21w

I'm super excited that baby is moving and kicking and flipping all over but sometimes it scares me because I'm not expecting it and it's uncomfortable feeling. I feel like a bad mom for saying, ewwww stop kicking so hard,, that hurt 🤭

I get jumpscared VERY easily and this is a similar feeling to me 😔 I just thought it would be "beautiful" and "magical" like people described lol