Advice on support

Hello,

Me and my boyfriend unexpectedly found out I was pregnant. I am leaning toward keeping the baby and he is completely on the opposite side of the situation.

He tries to act like he would be supportive no matter what but I know he really wants me to get an abortion.

He quotes a conversation three years ago when I said I would if this ever happened and says he thought we were on the same page.

I am honestly so stressed and torn because of this do I keep the baby knowing he will hate me or do I do what he wants and know it won't ever be the same again.

He thinks we can just have a baby in a few years when it's a better time. I know he probably has a hard time facing the reality of this bc it doesn't feel real to him bc it's not happening to him. But this has been the worst week of my life.