My husband doesn’t want it....

Carina❣️ • Keoni & Ezran 💕🌎

We already have 2 babies a 19 months old & 4 months old & I just got a faint line soo yeah I’m stressed.. I really did not want to be pregnant yet so soon I don’t know if I can handle another baby.. & my husband is trying to convince me to get an abortion.. he’s not being an ass about it but he keeps saying things like “it’s just not a good idea for us to have another baby right now” “we can always have more babies” the only reason I agreed to sex without a condom is because it was his birthday & we went on a trip to a cabin & forgot the condoms & I told him to pull out & he obviously did not.. now he’s lightweight acting like I tried to get pregnant on purpose just because I don’t want to get an abortion. Like no I’m upset I don’t want to be pregnant right now but having the baby is the only option I’ll be able to live with.. its especially irritating cause I do basically everything with the babies anyways.. like I’m the one whose going to be home raising them.. I just feel so sad & alone.. & I feel kind of confused / guilty that I feel excited & attached to this baby already..