Recently I’ve noticed that I’ve been quite careless when it came to safe sex (pregnancy wise) and I’m only 18.

Ever since I’ve had a pregnancy scare with my boyfriend and had a fake positive I’ve had huge baby fever.

I feel more confident and secure because even his reaction wasn’t bad. I know I would have the support and I would be able to do it but I’m only 18.

Recently I found out his sister got pregnant and she’s two years younger than me (17yrs). Deep down I’m a bit jealous that she is.

I’ve even been very careless when it comes to sex. We don’t use protection, we use withdrawal but recently I’ve been quite careless and at the back of my head I know what I’m doing.

I even feel bad when my period arrives....

I’m young and I shouldn’t think of planning to have a baby.

Any queries why I even want to have a baby so badly? Or why I feel this way? What can help me ease it down?