Hi Ladies, I'm 10 dpo today and will be testing tomorrow morning. We're ttc for #1 and this is our 5th cycle trying. Last few cycles I was always hopeful and excited before I tested, felt like my life could change tomorrow, but now I only feel sadness and fear of disappointment. I know some of you here are trying for a lot longer.. It's just the first cycle I feel like this whole process might go very different than what I imagined.  I'm sorry this post is so negative, need to vent.