Well today is the day, going in for my 2nd ultrasound check up 9 weeks + 3. First scan was at 7 weeks and they saw a HB 148 BPM. You think nerves would be calm but I am absolutely TERRIFIED of bad news. The anxiety surrounding a MMC is just 🤯. I know it’s inevitable if it does happen but I don’t remember having this fear with my other pregnancies. I also have a SCH and I’m paranoid it’s gotten bigger or not healed.

What happened to just enjoying getting to 12 weeks??? 😩