Ugh these last 2 weeks have been a drag! I feel like a living balloon 🎈It’s hard to do anything (especially sleep) and sometimes even breathe..., my back is constantly hurting😩 along with my tailbone😳. I have constant acid reflux😔.. I’m overly emotional and moody😰😨... can it just be the 26th already?? I need my mobility back! ... oh! and I can’t even begin to explain the ANXIETY! Do I have everything I need? Will I have enough packed for this hospital stay in the middle of a pandemic? How will a manage 2 under 2 while also meeting the needs of my older babies? I’m overly stressed and anxious... ps yes I cried while writing this.. both older kids are at school, Zeke is sleeping, house is cleaned... the sanity has came to a silence for once and the anxiety has heightened. What’s wrong with me? I should be happy and able to breathe and relax for once?!?!? But my mind says NOPE!