I just want a baby! I want to be a mother! I want to feel the emotions of motherhood *sigh* I'll cry and get depressed because I'm not pregnant/ havent birth a child.

Im 8dpo today. this cycle, we had sex twice, 2 days (on 31st) before I ovulated. ive had ovulation pain/ cramping, gotten positive OPK surges, and even my gyn/ OBGYN confirmed that I had ovulated and released an egg on Feb 3rd. I had a sharp pelvic pain today and yesterday, ive been nauseous, light headed and "feeling pregnant"...took a positive test at 6dpo-negative and again at 8dpo- negative (I know too early).... I'm discouraged and starting to get sad that I haven't gotten a positive EPT result.

Period is in 5 days. .