Going on a pregnancy rant!!! I hate myself so much!!

a lot of you are going to probably curse at me and call me names but I don't care! I don't want to be pregnant anymore i dont want morning sickness all day anymore! ! I hate my life so much being pregnant. I miss work I miss school and I will miss out on a job opportunity that will change my life! The father of my child curses me out and beats on me then calls me names and cheat!!!! but none of this happened until I got pregnant! ! I found out nothing until I got pregnant! ! no man is going to want me in the future with 2 kids.i screwed my own life up.