I’m 7 weeks exactly today and my boyfriend and I have been in a long distance relationship for 3 years

Due to pregnancy my hormones are everywhere one min I wanna cry the next I’m irritated because I’m dealing with this alone .. he says he understands but I don’t see it , apart of me before getting pregnant wanted us to separate until he finishes school and moves back home we love each-other but I’m starting to feel like this is a toll on me .. I don’t know if I want the relationship at this point and the type of person I am I’m really independent