Y’all 😭 before getting pregnant breast feeding never interested me 🤷🏽‍♀️ not sure why if it’s because I saw the amount of time my cousins spent pumping, feeding, etc. I dunno!? But I was weighting my options and thought about atleast trying when we’re in the hospital but then what’s the sense if I’m not going to then I’ll be dealing with milk coming in etc and blah blah blah. Tonight my husband came home and was talking with friends of ours and they said baby needs my nutrients and I should atleast just pump. Now I’m so frustrated because it’s not that he’s telling me what to do but now I feel like I should but it doesn’t interest me. Not sure if it’s a sexual thing I dunno! My thoughts have always been I have never judged anyone who has or hasn’t breast fed and a full tummy is a happy tummy.

And to top it off I’ve been so emotional this week and mentally drained and sleeping a lot. I’m 35 weeks today but it’s hitting me that I feel like I’ve been pregnant since the whole covid thing and I have no social life outside of the house right now. And I know this is protection for myself and baby but it’s like everything is just hitting me at once! I can’t wait to meet our precious girl. P.S this is our first babe too!