I had a abortion Wednesday. I didn’t want to but I did because of a complicated situation. The pain was worse to point I wish and prayed for death. I am still in in pain but not like the night when it actually happened. I can’t stop crying. I am still in so much pain. The meds are not working heat pad not working and I am going through this alone. I don’t want to let anyone in. I am so hurt and depressed. I know this was my little girl. I know I was 10 weeks. She was taking me up through there I was sick almost everyday. I talked to her she was my baby girl. I don’t know how I am going to get through this. I know my son who has Autism needs me he had even came around to the idea of being a big brother. I only have one child but this hurts really bad. I won’t be the same I can’t be the same. I don’t know what to do this pain this hurt I don’t have any faith anymore.