So i have 4 kids 13, 5, one, 6 months. I promised myelf i wouldent end of pregnant again...but took no precautions with my husband. Now we face this choice. I feel horrible and angry! My 6 month old and one year old are super close in age and its so hard keeping up with them both as it is and i feel like im in different directions constantly. My husband works I stay home with the kids which as a stay at home mom im already a wreck! Bringing a newborn into the picture so close in age again would be too much to handle! I can only do so much you know. Im at a cross roads because id love to have another child of course but at the same time im sitting here like shitt. I did this to myself im a adult....my 6 month old was suppposed to be my last baby!!! Now im looking up clinics and thinking about doing it asap! Not telling a soul but my husband and I. 😭😭 I just need some kind words.