Life sucks at the moment. How can things possibly get easier... my boyfriend & I are currently expecting our second little one, our first son unexpectedly passed away last February a few days after birth due to a genetic condition we didn’t know about. Since then we’ve tried and tried to get pregnant again and now I’m currently 9 weeks along & finding things VERY hard.

Of course I want another baby but I’m finding my partner has narcissistic ways to deal with bullshit that goes on in his life.. he’s very manipulative and it has me questioning why I’m even bringing a kid into this relationship....😕 we never had big issues like this last year (but of course we were going easy on each other due to what happened) but now I’m on egg shells. How can this possibly get better? 😢