Loosing your viginity

I'm 15 and I feel like I'm ready to loose my viginity. But I want to be in a relationship when I do eventually loose it. Boys I talk to ask me to have sex with them but I want my first time to be with someone special. What shall I do? 😂 I hope I don't sound stupid but this has been on my mind for a little while so I thought I'd put it on here!