Feeling guilty for growing up

ANON

I’m 19 and I recently moved out of my parents house to live with my boyfriend who I lived with before but when we broke up for 6 months I moved back into my parents house but we got back together and I moved in 6 months after us being back together.

There’s a part of me that feels so guilty and like a horrible person for moving out of my parents house to live with a boyfriend that my parents don’t really like. I feel like ive let them down for not living my life the way they want me too I feel like I’m not living up to their expectations.

I recently got my drivers permit and bought my own car with my own money that I’ve been saving so that I can get my license and gets a job and get my own place with my boyfriend (we live with his friends which isn’t horrible but we want our own place),

I haven’t seen my parents since Christmas because my dad ended up getting Covid in January and because I’ve been so depressed and so ashamed to see or even talk to them without breaking down.

Am I a bad daughter? These last few years have been so rough I want a break