My days start off being pissed off and irritated, I never wake up happy. I don’t have a good sleep anymore.

Throughout the day I’m tired, exhausted (after doing nothing) and just annoyed at everything.

I take it out on my husband and I hate it, i hate being a bitch to him and I always regret it cos he’s been so good to me but I don’t have control over this. I was a smoker before pregnancy (cigs and weed) but obviously I can’t do that.

I hate this feeling, I feel like I’m pushing him away but I’m not doing this on purpose . 😢