Contacting ex? šŸ˜¬

Evelyn

So just to start off, the break up ended pretty badly. This was almost a year ago.. crazy to believe already that amount of time has gone by but anyways. He ended the relationship and so Iā€™m very much still in love with him. What I mean by it ended badly I mean he had alot of hate in his heart through it. Iā€™ve seen him once or twice after the break up to return his sweaters and stuff but we didnā€™t speak a word. I found this clip of a song someone wrote on tik tok that I really want to send him. Is that a bad idea? Iā€™m not really looking for him to respond or give me a reaction. I just want him to listen to the short clip. Idk? The song goes ā€œthe last time I saw you.. was watching you walk away. That image stuck in my brain. And now I canā€™t even call you, youā€™re just a picture in a frame. Wish I could forget your name, cuz everytime that I hear it... I start spiraling.. reliving the memories.. I try to forgetā€ after typing that I realized he probably wouldnā€™t care but I donā€™t know I guess I want him to know in a way that I still think about him.