PLEASE READ AND HELP

I want to start by saying I took 2 tests, digital this morning, other one a couple mornings ago. I also have an appointment with a gyno on the 23rd but I am eating myself alive over this.

This was my cycle before I met my bf in December 2018, the next month I started the pill. I’m 21, 5’4 110lbs btw if that matters.

This is how my periods were after taking the pill. Until around May 2020, i stopped taking it because it was hard to get into an appointment due to COVID and tighter on money. (When I see the doctor I am going to ask to go back onto the pill)

Now this is how it’s been since October. I haven’t done anything different. No new meds or any at all for that fact. It’s maybe been a bit stressful at work and a little in our relationship, could it be that??

But now. I’m 22 days late. I have pains and “feelings” of starting but I have not seen one drop of blood, I’m scared it might be something more serious and I need advice on literally anything. Have any of you gone through something similar?? Has something been wrong with you that these are the symptoms?? I’m literally so scared.

I’ll edit if you have questions, I know people on here and I don’t want them to know my business.