I know this might sound stupid but I think I used to be a little and I would age regress but there was something that happened with ppl around me that was kinda traumatic and after that I feel like It mentally blocked me from it, like in some ways I still am but not to the extent I was and don’t know how I can go back or if I can. Anyway sorry probably doesn’t make sense but I was wondering could something like that happen where something occurs and you in a way lose that part of you? If so can you get it back?

Edit: I just wish I could get that back I miss it I just dk how or if that’s even possible